as i wrote about BTN in my previous entry,
i thought that i was mentally ready for new zealand.
but now i realize that i am not.
in order to survive there, the most vital part is to bind ourselves (among all the teslians) and live as a Malaysian community.
being together during the BTN showed how closed we were to each other.
but i start to realize that the closer we are to other people, the more fragile the bond will be.
the most painful experience is to be hurt by people you are most comfortable to be with.
what happened this afternoon led me to this assumption.
i don't blame the other party and i don't really think that i'm to be blamed solely.
both parties were guilty, i supposed.
one party did not want to split and the other party was too emotional.
as for me, personally, i admit that i'm very straight-to-the-point kind of person.
if i think the decision is not fair, i'ill fight for my right.
and i admit that my words were sarcastic and sorry if anyone felt offended.
i just wanted everything to be fair.
drawing lots is one of the ways to be just.
that you refused it, then it was fine.
but seriously, next time, please don't be selfish.
do you really think that we wanted to split? hell no. a BIG no.
but things are cleared now.
and please la, tak payah nak buat muke, ok?
tak cantek langsung. plus, macam budak2.
opppssss. no offence.
btw, thanks to those who came and apologized.
i was glad that you came. =)
sorry people, hai kawe terasa nak berbicara.
takde niat nak mengumpat sape2.
in fact, kawe tak mention any names pon.
hati dah ok sekarang, saje nak kongsi.
(+_+)
till then people.
~salam~
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